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When God Feels Far Away

If I’m going to call my blog “REAL Christian Women”, I’m going to have to get real, right?

So I’m going to tell you about a time, not too long ago, when God felt far away. It seemed like my faith was losing steam, and my zeal and enthusiasm for God were draining away. Have you ever felt like that?

Satan was putting discouraging thoughts in my mind. I kept hearing this: “Who do you think you are?”

I couldn’t feel God. I didn’t feel like praying. I didn’t even feel like going to church. I didn’t feel like reading my Bible. I just wanted to watch TV, play games on my ipad, and eat junk food.

But instead, I did pray (although without emotion). I did go to church. I did read my Bible. And I continued to write my blog. I went through the motions; all the while Satan whispered lies in my ear. (Who do you think you are? You can’t write a Christian blog!) At the time, I was ashamed because I thought they were my thoughts!

But Jesus said, “When (Satan) lies, he speaks his native language, for he is a liar and the father of lies.” John 8:44.

Satan is also called “the accuser”.

Then I heard a loud voice in heaven say: “Now have come the salvation and the power
    and the kingdom of our God,
    and the authority of his Messiah.
For the accuser of our brothers and sisters,
    who accuses them before our God day and night,
    has been hurled down.” Revelation 12:10 NIV (emphasis mine)

But then God . . .

Then, one Sunday morning in church, we sang, Jesus Draw Me Nearer by Keith Getty. As I sang the words, I knew God was explaining things to me.

May this journey bring a blessing,
May I rise on wings of faith;
And at the end of my heart’s testing,
With Your likeness let me wake.

God was testing my heart! I realized that God was making me stronger. If I lost all emotion, all feeling and joy, would I still pray? Would I still read His Word? Would I still serve Him?

Yes, Lord. I will. Let me pass the test. Make my heart pure. Make me strong.

Did God let Satan test me? I think He did. Once I realized that I was in a test, I became stronger because I knew those thoughts of doubt were lies from Satan. I knew God wanted to make me stronger.

So the next time God seems far away or something happens that you don’t understand – maybe you’re taking the same test. Maybe God is making you stronger!

“Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds,  because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance.  Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. James 1:2-4 NIV

Persevere: to maintain a purpose in spite of difficulty, obstacles, or discouragement; continue steadfastly (Dictionary.com)

“The crucible for silver and the furnace for gold, but the Lord tests the heart.” Proverbs 17:3 NIV

I am thankful for my church and my pastors, especially my Minister of Music, Ricky Clark, who always seems to be leading us in a song that is straight from the heart of God.

With Love, Cindy

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36 thoughts on “When God Feels Far Away”

  1. WOW!!

    I go through this quite often. The first time my emotional slate was cleaned was when I gave myself up for Christ Jesus. Not only did he change my life but also me. I had to re-learn everything emotion because I was ruled by it for most of my life. For a good long year or so, I thought something was wrong with me. Looking back as I had before many times since then, it is a constant reminder that God can make us go through the unknown to learn His Way.

    I think there are other variants as to why I am going through it again, just in a different way. Not that I have lost emotions, but rather they have been taken away for a season to test me. Just like you! It’s incredibly inspiring to see someone else going through the same thing I am right now.

    Thank you for sharing this wonderful struggle. ❤

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    1. We must always remember that the Lord is with us every minute of every day. He never leaves us alone. It doesn’t matter how we feel. His Word is true. “God has said,

      “Never will I leave you;
      never will I forsake you.” Hebrews 13:5
      Blessings, Eliyona!

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  2. What a beautiful message. Just for the next remember that we all go through difficult times. We all get those moments of discouragement. Even Job who the Bible said was perfect got tested harshly by Satan himself. And in the end God said that he was just going to have to trust him and that was it. Amen to this. I look forward to hearing more from you!

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